我今年29岁,你呢？

我今年29岁，
每天起床的时间从中午12点变成早上7点，睡觉的时间从凌晨两点变成晚上11点

我今年29岁，
放工路过学校，看见学校放学，我会怀念我当年上学的时候

我今年29岁，
见到亲戚朋友，他们不再问你考试得了几分，更多的是问现在一个月工资多少

我今年29岁，
聊天的话题，从各种网络游戏变成房子、股票，吃饭的时候讨论的是他准备结婚，她几时生孩子

我今年29岁，
每天不再感叹工作范围的广阔，开始感叹油价、房价涨的有多快

我今年29岁，
不再乱买东西，开始计算还了保险、车贷、电话账单、外债，还能剩下多少

我今年29岁，
渐渐地讨厌mamak档、网吧，喜欢待在家，静静地看书或欣赏一套好看的电影

我今年29岁，
偶尔会有寂寞，偶尔会挂念某一个人

我今年29岁，
开始追逐梦想，不再为了一点挫折而轻易地放弃

我今年29岁，
没有了年少时的轻狂，把所遇过的挫折困难都当成一种人生的阅历

我今年29岁，
回想起曾经，我做过了太多的错事，走了太多的弯路，我总在后悔，可是我回不去了，回去不那个曾经纯真的年代了。当我被社会上无形的压力压的喘不过气的时候，我渴望曾经的那份爱，渴望每天下班了能有个人一起吃饭，一起看电影，我需要一个人来为我分担些东西。我选择走在一条伟大的航路上，我需要有人为我鼓励打气，也许我偶尔累到会想放弃，可是当我想到身边还有一个让我牵挂的人，深吸一口气，继续向前走，我相信总有一个能够停靠的彼岸

我今年29岁，
孤单时，我选择上网，看看谁在线，看见熟悉的人想说点什么，却什么也没说，就这样纠结着，我把facebook首页刷新了一遍又一遍，看看谁更新状态了，谁更新了照片，谁发布了什么新链接....

我今年29岁，
烦恼的时候不再发牢骚，静静的，再静静的看着听着，这很现实又很虚伪的世界

我今年29岁，
明明很想哭，却还在笑
明明很在乎，却装作无所谓
明明很想留下，却坚定地说要离开
明明很痛苦，却偏偏说自己很享受
明明忘不掉，却说已经忘了
明明放不下，却说她是她，我是我
明明不舍得，却说我已经受够了
明明眼泪都快流出眼眶，却咬着嘴唇抬高着头
明明已经无法挽回却依旧执着
明明这样伪装着很累，却还得依旧....


为的只是隐藏起自己的脆弱，即使很难过，也会装的无所谓，只是不愿别人看见自己的伤口，不想让自己周围的人但心，不想让别人同情自己,只想在心底独自承受, 虽然心疼的难以呼吸，却笑着告诉所有人“我没事的！”然后静下来时，自己便笑话自己，何必把自己伪装的那么坚强?好像自己可以承受所有的苦难....呵 呵，这好累....好累....



我今年29岁，
你呢？

My first & second week in Louisville, Colorado

The long haul flight of around 26 hours really drain me out a lot. I did nothing but eat sleep watch movie pangsai pangjio pangpui...hohoho....a total faicai... song~

Okie i reach Denver jor. My colleagues who come earlier than i do, will do the pickup-ME.. We are given a Dodge Avanger, a brand new one hehehe... But i have a feeling that this brand new car will end up dirty like feces by the time we leave. Hohoho..but, who cares anyway. It is a 2.4L sedan car, and it is quite huge i would say. But i recognize from my US friend that this is equivalent to our proton saga car in Malaysia.. hahaha...no wonder.. no pickup 1..

kaneneh car so big but no reverse sensor 1..

Driving on the left hand side on the right lane, a total new experience!!

Okie done for the ride...Lets move on to the accommodation.. I live in Residence Inn Louisville. It is a great suite with bedroom, isolated living room and kitchen.. Song!! i can cook whatever i want, but i think it is just limited to manggi mee kot..hahaha..but i have found myself soon enough that i manage to marinate chicken and microwave it..hahahaha....Honey teriyaki flavour..YUMMY!!!

This is where i live. Residence Inn Louisville.

However, the excitement last only 2 days. Kaneneh i already start to feel lonely and sien jor. First thing - the food. Residence Inn provides us breakfast every morning. Thought of cash saving by having breakfast in the hotel, but it isn't too late to find out that this is a bad idea - The breakfast dishes rotates every 3 days!!! Initially i was so excited when i saw scramble egg, fry potatoes etc... diao.... i will puke if you cook these dishes to me.. So i just stick with cereal, milk, waffle and oat everyday. And sometimes i even tapau breakfast to company and served as my lunch... pity huh..hahaha.. bo huat.. i have spent more than 1k USD during my second week stay here...mahai i still got 4 more weeks to go..hahahhaa...mati kebuluran jor.

I think i am done for now.... Will blog about my trip to Grand Canyon in my next posting - An insanity long hour drive.. stay tuned Renzha fella!! Oh yea by the way, if you guys want to buy something from Amazon or whatever, let me know first to determine how big is your item. I have to make sure that there is enough space in my luggage. Then place your order online and ship to my suite at the address below:

Attn: CW Teow (Room 239)

Residence Inn Boulder Louisville

845 Coal Creek Circle,

Louisville, Colorado,

80027 USA

And, if you feel like you wana ring me, you can reach me at 303-665-2661 room 239 patching (International country dialing code applies). I also have mobile phone jor luuu.. It is 303-882-1941 and 303-775-8377..Hear from you guys soon!

Seattle Tacoma Airport at last....

but not the end yet..damn...after 23+hours of flight time... i have another transit flight to catch to Denver airport.. watching pointing the exact local time at 11.23am, a wonderful Sunday morning..but handphone clocks shows 2.23am Monday morning. I start to feel dizzy as this is my usual biological alarm start kicking in..
I was a little surprise when i manage to get pass CBP (Custom and Border Protection) without much questions being shot at. Emm... not sure..cz my 2 other colleagues were pretty bad interrogate as if they were suspect of those activities. Well maybe i say this a little too early, because i haven't clear custom from Denver airport yet. who knows they will lonco my asshole later..hahaha.. i start to crapping around jor.. i m sooo darn sleepy!!!!! but i got to wait for flight boarding.. it would be fun if we travel with companions, but it is a brand new experience for me to travel the furtherest, alone.. a little nervous at the begining, but i will be fine. afterall, this isn't my first time, but i bet this won't gonna be the last :)
cut the crap jor..i wana go pangsai d.... n hor, each and every toilet door has a big gap... can see u pangsai 1... paiseh laaaaa
lastly, dun miss me when i m away for 5 weeks....do stay tune to this blog- the only place where i can cakap sembarangan.. adios renzha :) love you all!

The flight that brought me from Singapore to Tokyo Narita

I dun have much mood to snap photo around... cincai la..

you jump, i jump ~

These make me laugh most! NGssssss version…How difficult to jump 3 together? 1,2 jump? 1,2,3 jump? Haha...

Finally.... they make it! hahhahaha

1 shoot settle! this call galsss... How talent we are :D

Cuba teka siapaaaaaa mereka???

lau nua... :)

tam bai.. :P

Sushi Sushanti? Autaman? but seriously this dude looks pervert to me :P

hahahahaha u r so damn 7 cute!!!!!!!!!!!!

Taking bus kilang

Renzha go Redang

next time plan to fly

cz bus ka-na-sai!

But however, the nice mood does not easily got spoilt, simply because we had a great great moment during the rest there. Somemore the live band- Awesome! For those who wish to get live band for their what-ever ceremony, consider this: Tequila sunrise liveband from philiphine. Hilarious MC and marvellous singing skill will surely boost you to the climax :)

We love Redang!!!

And i like the smelly buffet fish :P

Posing Awards

Lor heng but yau yeng champion :)

And finally, i present you... The long-waited Tequila Sunrise Live Band with the theme song "Summer More More Tea" Enjoy :)

Getting Back From CARPET Hill Ride 16 May 2010 - Pics Added!!

Making a safe return trip from Carpet Hill, it is undoubtedly a really enjoyable offroad trip... The reason why it is crowned with such a fancy annotation simply because, the moment you reach the top of the hill, it is somewhat a smooth flat garden planted with those so called 台湾草. But to reach there - Yes there is always some sacrificial to be made before you can enjoy the scenery view. hohoho. Before you are able to sniff the fresh air on top of the hill, you have to go through thick terrain with unknown creature awaiting. I can hardly see any sign of urbanisation setting foot on this area which is kinda good. I even saw a cobra crawling right before my eye. Holyyy tut! Luckily our presences do not show any sign of hostility and that's why i am still here blogging for your reading pleasure :) I do not have any photo to show you yet. Please bear with me for a while and i will edit this posting for more pics once they are available. Oh yea by the way, the offroad trail is slippery as hell, there is a downpour yesterday and there are a lot of mud poles that's for sure. Scroll down then you will know what i am saying. And it means that i have hell alot of cleaning works to be done.
Despite that 3 hours of cleaning, i really enjoy offroad cycling! Rider for life!

This is the usual routine/snap they usually take before rides begin. Merida Family says Cheezeeeee

Pedaling like dog till tongue menjulur panjang..

Flat and smooth grass...on top of the hill...un-sangka-able..

Gather around for downhill route discussion

This trip is simply awesome!

The cleaning...I am sooo fucked!!!!